Scary stuff – investigator apologises to all ISKCON pedophilesHanuman das
Another article which will make you deeply rethink your affiliations.
This morning, I found a comment on my website, which claimed that Dharudhara case file was removed from Krishna children website. Since I remember that Sanaka Rsi asked me one year ago to help him host this website, I rushed to see what was deleted. Little did I know that the whole website was deleted.
At first, I thought that website was hacked, but then I saw that Saunaka Rsi logged on the website 5 months ago. Around that same time, he made a very strange post on his Facebook profile.
Allow me to retort
A Sorry Letter
I looked in my heart and I found envy, pervasive, harsh and unforgiving, that like a cancer poisoned all my relations. This envy compromised every aspect of my life.
Oh, ok, interesting.
Pure devotional service is not an external activity, rather it is a state of consciousness, the external action constitutes service only when it manifests from a pure heart, when the heart is full of envy there is no room for service, for they are incompatible. I cannot truly serve when I envy.
You sound like Radhanath baba. Actually, I am pretty scared at this point.
From time to time I have been given the awareness to notice my envy manifest in my relations with my brothers and sisters or towards my superiors. But I never really grasped its magnitude, nor did I ever fully acknowledge its existence or take responsibility for it.
You envious man? How did you allow yourself to become so envious? 🤣🤣🤣🤣
I now see that this envy that manifested in my relations was not directed towards the specific individual I was interacting with. The cause of this envy was always connected to a desire for pratistha, to be at the centre of attention, to be noticed, to be recognized. My envy was directed both towards those who did not put me in the centre of their attention, and towards the recipients of attention and worship. To be worshipped and to be at the centre of attention is the place of God.
Actually, I just realized that I have become envious of your envy. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
In truth I have seen that I am envious of God, that I want to be God…
I was given to see that when the appropriate consciousness of service is absent, and my intentions are driven by a heart contaminated with envy, even what can be the most noble effort to protect Vaishnava children becomes corrupted.
Yes, you were very envious while trying to protect children. That is the ultimate form of envy. And to reduce your envy, you deleted your website where you exposed all the non-envious pedophiles.
One of the names of Allah is “The Punisher”, and in the Old Testament God says “Vengeance is mine, and I will repay”.
Because this consciousness of service was absent from my heart, what externally may have appeared to be an act of selfless giving, was in actuality contaminated and driven by my own ulterior motives.
I was given to see the extent of my identification as a victim. Seeing myself as the victim was attractive, because I thought that it gave me the right to seek revenge, as a victim I did not have to take responsibility for my predicament, for my life. What I didn’t see was that the price I was paying was my very life, because as a victim I was powerless to change.
Of course, while being raped in the ass, you should not become revengeful, you should take responsibility for your predicament and remain quiet. You should not expose the owner of that divine thing in your ass, rather, you should forgive. My God, the stupidity of ISKCON members is boundless.
When I am able to recognise that I am responsible for my life and that nobody but me is responsible for my karma, then I can begin to direct the course of my life.
Yea, removing your website was certainly a good way to send the message is that every child is responsible for their own karma and that pedophiles should not be persecuted. It seems to be that you were raped while writing this stupid apology.
In truth, I (ab)used and misused the suffering of these children. I became as bad, if not worse than the people I was persecuting. I exploited the suffering of these Vaishnava children for my own motives.
Yes, exactly, exposing pedophiles is worse than being a pedophile. Bravo.
I used the righteous cause of child protection to disguise and further my ignoble agendas of exacting revenge, distributing punishment, to be the hero, the saviour, to be in the centre. I believed that the choices, mistakes and sinful activities of other devotees gave me the right to vilify and humiliate them publicly.
Of course not, pedophiles should be carefully protected and guarded against any public discomfort. We should never humiliate pedophiles publicly or warn parents about the whereabouts of pedophiles. Ignorance is bliss. Actually, pedophiles are heroes, since they are exploring new boundaries of sex.
Because my heart is full of envy and deceit and my actions were not driven by a genuine consciousness of service, the campaign that at the beginning looked like a worthy crusade to fight evil, transformed me into a perpetrator of the very evil I purported to fight, and thus my efforts were for the most part ineffective and often counterproductive.
True, your efforts were ineffective since ISKCON leadership doesn’t give a damn about you or your website, on the contrary, it annoyed them. I am glad you finally understood that fighting pedophiles is a futile effort.
In my pursuit of revenge and in attempting to punish those who had wronged, I stepped outside of my jurisdiction and into that of God.
Yes, yes, only God should punish pedophiles, there should not be any police, courts, investigative journalists, anybody who tries to punish pedophiles is stepping into the jurisdiction of God. 🤣🤣🤣 Finally, you have understood ISKCON theology.
Child abuse is the ugliest manifestation of the consciousness of exploitation that is symptomatic of the conditioned jiva, it is the darkest face of Kali Yuga. Blinded by delusion and arrogance I believed that I could fight and conquer this infinite evil, from the same state of conditioned ego consciousness that caused it in the first place.
Well, fighting pedophilia in ISKCON is a futile effort, I’ll give you that. Corrupt pure devotees are definitely not interested in fighting pedophilia, and ordinary members are too stupid to understand what pedophilia is.
Perhaps it is only the person who has been called to serve in this capacity and is especially empowered for this purpose that will manifest the pure consciousness of service, devoid of ulterior motives, necessary to counter the onslaught of Kali Yuga.
Empowered personalities don’t manifest themselves amongst the idiots.
So long as I identify as the doer, I do not have a fighting chance, in fact this effort will only bind me deeper in the endless dark web of ghuna and karma.
Exactly, next time you see a child raped, don’t do anything. Actually, you can even help the pedophile by singing a children’s ABC song, so that child can learn something useful while being raped. Here is the link:
If however, by some exceptional Grace I am able to surrender my desire to be the doer and accept to become an instrument in the service to these Vaishnava children, then all of a sudden this impossible task may become easy.
You will never be the doer, judging by your letter, you are simply too stupid to be the doer.
Upon hearing this, Satyarāja said, “How can I recognize a Vaiṣṇava? Please let me know what a Vaiṣṇava is. What are his common symptoms?” verse 105
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu replied, “Whoever chants the holy name of Kṛṣṇa just once is worshipable and is the topmost human being”. Verse 106
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu then finally advised, “One who is chanting the Hare Kṛṣṇa mantra is understood to be a Vaiṣṇava; therefore you should offer all respects to him.” Verse 111
Madhya Lila chapter 15
But we should also quote verse 10, chapter 1 from Rape Purana: “One who chants Hare Krishna while children are being raped around him is also understood to be a Vaisnava, therefore you should offer all respects to both pedophiles and those who chant Hare Krishna while children around them are being raped.”
I wish to acknowledge that out of ignorance and envy I have acted and spoken out of turn, I took a position that did not correspond to me, and in doing so I have offended thousands of Vaishnavas. I have offended so many that I do not even know who they are.
Yeees, your apology is accepted by all pedophilic Vaishnavas under the condition that you delete your website. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Yet, it would appear that somehow or other, by some inconceivable good fortune, in their infinite mercy and compassion one or more Vaishnavas have nonetheless accepted my offensive and contaminated offering; and they blessed me and opened my eyes. They were my saving Grace. Somebody has had compassion on me of this I am certain.
Some pedophilic Vaisnava offered you this great boon after seeing your naked butt. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
I fall at the lotus feet of all the Vaishnavas that I have offended and of all the Vaishnavas that have felt offended by my actions and beg for their forgiveness; their forgiveness is my only hope.
Yes, lean over, remove your pants and wait for “forgiveness”.
Initially I wanted to list here all the Vaishnavas that I know I have personally offended, but I later decided against mentioning their names, because I realized that in doing so I would likely come to offend those Vaishnavas who have been their victims and those who feel wronged by them. I also pray for the forgiveness of anyone who feels offended by this letter.
You are not as nearly humble as I am. 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I pray not only for forgiveness only of butt-loving Vaishnavas and their victims, but I also think parents of the victims should forgive.
but, I will go even step further, I forgive all those police investigators, journalists, and judges all around the world who fight pedophilia, I hope the God of pedophilia will have mercy on their souls.
While I realise that this letter can come across as a cop out, that is not my intention, I am not advocating to refrain from endeavouring to protect children until our hearts are free from envy. I do not intend to deter anyone from speaking out against the abuse of children and I am certainly not condoning child abuse, or suggesting that perpetrators should not be held accountable.
Well, thanks buddy, I almost closed down my website, just like you. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Rather this is an invitation to consider the perils I have encountered, and the imperative necessity to pray for guidance and protection, and to exercise the highest degree of introspection and integrity in this service.
Of course, I can provide you with a cave if you want to do deep introspection, free of charge. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
I do not have solutions, nor do I understand how to address, the extremely complex and important, but all too often neglected topic of child protection in ISKCON.
Yep, that is pretty much obvious. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
The complexity of the problem does not, however, diminish its importance, nor does it relive us of our duty to address it responsibly both as individuals and as a society.
Pedophilia is an extremely complex problem, I am also confused, some countries are putting in legislation to castrate pedophiles, others are just sending them to prison where they often fall down the stairs. 🤣🤣🤣
I expect that some will welcome this letter and others will think that I have gone mad, but the truth is that I have finally found my sanity.
You have gone mad definitely.
Please accept my apologies.
Please accept my apology also for writing this article.
Aspiring to serve the Vaishnavas
Sanaka Rsi das
Ass-dasa-anu-das Hanuman das
Officially, from today on, my child is not going near ISKCON within 5-mile radius. 🤣🤣🤣 These ISKCON people are batshit crazy. If “pedophile investigator” is this much crazy, imagine how crazy are the actual pedophiles.
This letter very much reminds me of the article where guy apologized because his wife was taken by another man.
This letter is also proof that being a member of ISKCON seriously messes up your brain. After a few years of ISKCON membership, you sound as if you were lobotomized.
The golden questions
Only questions now remain if I have the backup of the deleted Krishna’s children website. Of course, I do.
The second most important question is if I will republish all those pedophile files. The question is of course not. ISKCON had a big opportunity to reform their pedophile policies in the last 5-10 years. Sanaka Rsi’s campaign lasted for at least the last 5 to 10 years. Besides his website, he also made two documentaries. Did he gather any traction? Was there a push by a group of senior ISKCON officials for stricter rules on pedophiles? Of course not, he didn’t make even one “ISKCON guru” interested in this very important fight. Even ISKCON’s only guru-revolutionary, Bhakti Vikasa Swami was fighting against Sanaka Rsi. Bhakti Vikasa Swami felt a big urge to defend his friend Bhakti-Vidyapurna Swami who was canning Mayapur boys so hard that you could write a scenario for a horror movie. Bhakti Vikasa Swami also defended his friend Indradyumna who likes to pat small girls for 30 minutes at a time. I was never able to understand this “lila”. But hey, ISKCON is the most loving society, if you don’t believe that, you will be kicked out. 🤣🤣🤣
So, “pure devotees” who know the Absolute Truth, aka “ISKCON gurus” didn’t support Sanaka Rsi, GBC didn’t support Sanaka Rsi, temple presidents didn’t support Sanaka Rsi, senior devotees (aka corporate brahmanas) didn’t support Sanaka Rsi. And even junior devotees who supported Sanaka Rsi didn’t want to leave the corrupt organization. Sanaka Rsi suggested in his documentary that 1% of the money collected for Mayapur temple goes to the Child protection office, which was of course completely ignored by the GBC mafia. The child protection office remains underfunded.
With the shutdown of Sanaka’s website, lights just went out in the ISKCON pedophile circus. And I don’t intend to switch the lights back on. My message to all ISKCON members is: Enjoy the pedophile party you created by your silence. Let your “ISKCON gurus” and the GBC corrupt mafia save you from pedophiles. 🤣🤣🤣🤣 Good luck.
So, after receiving zero support from “pure devotees”, receiving zero support from the GBC, no wonder Sanaka Rsi went crazy. My thesis is that if you are a member of ISKCON, that means you are either corrupt or you will eventually go crazy. The only way to save the pristine Krishna consciousness is to cultivate it outside of the ISKCON Gestapo walls.